Matthew 7:12

Matthew 7:12 (New International Version, ©2011)

¹² So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.

Sometimes we ought to help a friend in need cos if we were in that position, we would want them to help us as well. Likewise, we would not do something to a friend which we wouldn't want them doing to us.

The tongue is mightier than the sword, hence the words we say to others, we must be sure, we won't want to be said to us. I'm actually not hurt by words that people say to me that are degrading or insulting or just plain taking a 'dig' at me, but if they didn't want the exact same words thrown back at them, they should think twice before saying such things. So much for practising what you preach.

Not hungry..ciaoz

Sick...

If there's one thing that will happen repetitively throughout our lives, it will be that we WILL get sick. If its not today, somewhere within the nxt year, we're bound to fall ill. Our bodies are not perfect therefore, there will bound to be some problem when some bacteria infects us.
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Funny thing is, there is always advice of what to do to get better. But I dunno about others, but I never follow it. Then I'll be left in a horrible state feeling like shit and yet feel too lazy to move.
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I'm writing down a checklist to follow next time I fall sick:
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1. Drink plenty of water. Most of the time when I'm ill, water tastes so bad...I cant understand why, water has a bad aftertaste. And this only happens when I'm sick! I end up drinking less cos I cant bring myself to drink water.
2. Force yourself to eat. Dire consequences will arise if I don't eat. Most of the time I'm so sick I just don wanna get out of bed to go eat. I thought of eating dinner at 8pm...ended up eating half a burger at 12.30. So eat even if you feel like puking..just eat.
3. Why just eat? Most of the time when I don't eat, acid build up in my stomach. Then I feel like puking, then I can't lay down, then I feel my stomach burning.
4. Then when u take a dump in the toilet, what basically comes out is Acid. Doesnt feel too good either.
5. Lots of Acid builds to lots of gas. I've released gas more times today then in the past month!
6. Dont refrain from taking panadol early. Any discomfort either by muscle ache, headache or fever, JUST TAKE THE PANADOL! I have no idea why it took me 18 hrs after I've fallen sick to take my first panadol pill. After half an hr, I could lie on the bed pain-free...and could sleep continuosly for at least 4 hours..that's until the panadol effect wears off...
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not hungry, cos I forced myself to down some food, till I feel like puking!...

Gutted

When I came back to Malaysia 6 months ago, I had a busy schedule. Everyone wanted to meet up with me cause we should catch up. Even my parents had to ask me for free time a week in advance.
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Today is the 2nd weekend night in a row that I'm about to have dinner alone. I do not know if people are really that busy with Chinese New Year, or that 6 months ago they've seen me hence there is really no need to meet up with Jonathan Chua since he comes back ever so often. Friends that I considered close to me have either met me just once, or not at all. I think I have been ffk-ed at least 5 times these past 2 weeks.
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Contemplating not returning to Malaysia for a while. Other than a rare few and my parents, nobody seems happy that I'm back. I make the effort in planning outings while others just seem to have the attitude of, if he asks then we go out, otherwise then let it be la..
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hungry, but gonna sulk in silence...I've never felt so emo returning to my home country...

sigh..

I really dunno wat goes on in people's head sometimes.
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One moment they are totally happy, the next moment has a face that looks as if a relative just died.
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And yet, when ask what's wrong or why so bad mood..they just say 'nothing'.
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Ok fine, I'm not angry, I just get a little irritated cos I dunno how the brain works and yet you are not helping me out.
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You know what?? I'm done trying to figure out, next time you show a face I'll treat it as I'm blind and can't see a thing...

not hungry....ciaoz

Bad times..

I think I am at an all time bad/low position...u noe "sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga" fall down adi, the ladder fall on u..
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Yes its that bad...I seriously dunno how i'm still able to put on a calm face and not show the frustrations of all the shit that has been happening...
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U think u having a bad time??
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Lets see me:
- I failed 2 papers (i mean one was at the edge, but the other a total shocker)
- I have to loan money from my parents to complete those 2 failed subjects
- Stupid Melbourne Uni course counsellor have not replied my email for a consultation
- Post Sydney-holiday depression
- I got last in SUG badminton competition
- My watch strap broke
- My mp3 sound decided to die on the right side
- I lost money to star city (Sydney's crown), bcos I couldnt get a single good hand in poker
- I lost money to Sim Wee Haw (too good a poker player for me)
- My sunglasses broke
- I realised I cant graduate with my frens end of this year
- I most probably (99.99%)will not be granted an overload nxt semester
- I have to find a job to support my living expenses from 2010
- Totally overspent in Sydney
- I have a huge pile of laundry
- I have a huge pile of unsorted clean laundry
- I feel lost and I can't seem to sense God to cling on to :(
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#$%^&*^%$#@
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not hungry..or rather no mood to be hungry....ciaoz

Hysterical rantings

I juz read XiaXue's blog (rare for me nowadays since I don't visit it as much as I used to) and she ranted alot...as in really alot. But I must say, it has been one of her best posts ever. Sticking to the roots, XiaXue I believe became famous bcos of her no holding back attitude in lashing out at ppl and cursing profanities left, right, and centre. Its a credible attitude standing out strong for a girl, but lately, she has become more and more about the girls stuff like how to put make up, buy wat clothes la and all those luxury stuff. Yea, of course its her blog she can do watever she wants with it and I'm pretty sure her big fan base consists of women...
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Back to her rantings she did an amazing speakout on why she hates smokers which I did enjoy reading. If u can ignore the amount of F words she uses perhaps u can really notice the point she is trying to make.
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But the last part was a rant about a manager of a steak house that refused to change the steak for them bcos it has too much fats. She requests for the steak to be changed but the manager didn't allow it because it was already half-eaten. Well, XiaXue claims it was not even half-eaten but it all depends on each parties side of the story. The point is the proportion of the eaten-steak is not the point of contention but rather the amount of fats in the steak and the ridiculous manager of not wanting to change it.
You noe the terms where customer is always right and everything, that wat the customer requests it shud be given. Well, its true that if a customer is paying for the food/goods he shud be satisfied with it. After all, they are the ones paying for it. So in this case, the manager shud have just apologised and tend to her requests. Heck, even Kenny Rogers have this j'ust say yes' policy where they value the customers experience instead of debating with them EVENTHOUGH they are wrong. The logic behind this is that if the customer is satisfied with the service and happy with the way things were handled, they'd probably tell their frens to come as well or they will certainly return again to eat there. Put more effort into serving the customer and they will return, with more ppl as well - an indirect benefit, foreseeing increased revenue in the future.
Obviously we hope that all restaurants ideally practise this in real life. The sad reality of life is that this is not wat actually happens. I've worked in the food industry, and I've talked to many ppl who has worked in the food industry. Just for the consumers sake, DON"T EVER PISS OFF THE WAITER!! Its really not a good position to be in. By right, even if the waiter is wrong, point it out and dun make him angry. Remember, the waiter is the person who serves u the food, and he'll be the last one to touch the food before it reaches u!! Alert now?
Yes, waiters have their pride, their ego, their self-esteem not get humiliated or scolded. While they cant fight back cos they'll lose their job if the do argue with the customer they find other ways to get back at u. I had a work colleague(not Kenny Rogers) who was angry at a customer who was being very picky, he rubbed the burger meat on the kitchen floor before serving it. I had a fren who got angry because the customer yelled at him, he spit into the drink. You've seen it in movies as well, and it really happens!! Its sad because the consumers in the food industry becomes the victim. Either u speak to the waiter politely or u suck it up and be satisified.
Considering the big scene that XiaXue made, I'm just about 80% sure that something has gone into the new steak. Especially when tones were raised like that. I mean steak is black!!, u cant notice if it has been dropped on the floor or rubbed against dirt, maybe not till its already in your mouth!! This doesnt even count the hygene conditions in the kitchen. Food dropping on the floor? Applying the 3 sec rule where u pick up the food within 3 secs? Haha...u might think its unfair, but just ask anyone who works in a food industry, I'm pretty sure its the same. Never mess with the waiter, they have many ways to 'season' ur food, and there's no exception, even fine-dining restaurants. But to be fair to them, some rude customers can really be a pain in the neck....
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hungry...ciaoz

Bad Day..

I argued with my dad last night....again...and I got such bad results in my mid-sem that it made me no mood the whole day. My dad told me if I were to fail even one subject this semester, he would cut of the funding of me into the final year. He was dead serious about it. I mean one would question how could a father do that to a son, well, meet my dad!! Well of course I wouldn't say he's all to blame, I probably did slack so much it brought me to this point. Well then, keep me in your prayers that I do find that motivation to study hard so that I can get through this semester, otherwise, I'm sure my Malaysian friends will be glad to know I'm back for good :)
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And how do I celebrate such a bad acheivement? By going to Sydney for 4 days and taking part in university games next week!!! The time where ppl study the hardest to get back on track is the time I take the opportunity to go on holiday? haha..funny huh? If its so funny, why am I not smiling...

damn hungry...ciaoz

Second Chances

Every man deserves a second chance. I agree with this completely. He rocked our friendship when he 1st made a mistake. He failed again but it was no concern to me. I gave it another go hoping he had changed but he blew it again. Now he wants one more try? I'm sorry, not if the consequences of u failing to live up to ur promises is too much to bear. I don't want to see them hurt, and I'm not gonna sit around and watch u do it over and over again...I am familiar with ur ways, ur methods, and ur style of getting wat u want and I dont agree with it. I know I am not a party that is involved with all that has happenned. Misunderstandings or not, a friendship should be built on trust and the amount of trust I have in u is at its bare minimum. No, not with her, she is too dear to me. Why do I feel I am going to lose a friend......................................

no mood to hungry...ciaoz

Season...

It seems to be a certain season now for something happenning. I dunno why the past 2 months, I've been hearing many many of these 'stories'. But I'm resting assured that there's no way possible it can occur to me. When u dont have it, how can u lose it? :)

hungry...ciaoz

Dual-personality

Some ppl can lead double lives. They can be good, caring, strong yet in front of other ppl can be wild and easy influenced. Can ppl really live like that? Leaving your old life behind to change for the better yet reaping at every occasion to fish back a bit of the fun and unethical lifestyle they used to have. Are u being fair to yourself? Are u being fair to God? Are u being fair to the frens who care about u? What if I only like ur good side but despise the wild side? I may be insignificant but ppl who u care dearly for might be thinking the same thing. But, that's you, you come as a package...and we might just have to accept its gonna take a while before u transform and not look back...
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On another note...uni starts nxt week...sigh....

No money..no ride...

Mineral water USED to cost more than petrol..
Lets make some simple calculations:
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Australia average salary per hour = AUD15 = RM45 (FX AUD1=RM3)
Malaysia average salary per hour = RM5 (this is adi higher then McD or Kenny Rogers!!)
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ratio of petrol per litre to 8 hrs working day: -
in Aus : AUD1.35 x 3 / RM45 x 8 = 0.01125
in Mas (used to be) : 1.92 / RM5 x 8 = 0.048
can u see the difference? how much of petrol is worth in a typical aussie dude compared to a typical Malaysian dude..ok u may argue that I'm taking a very low wage rate in Malaysia but even if i double the wage, the ratio would be 0.024 which is still significantly higher than in Australia...
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Now, the new ratio in Mas : 2.70 / RM40 = 0.0675
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0.0675!!! compared to a 0.01125!!!...we can start walking in Malaysia adi....thx to the petrol hike, now transportation cost gonna go up...and then EVERYTHING goes up...GG!!! I'm gonna invent a machine that can make us drink water and pee petrol....
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eh...who vote BN ar last election? -_____-"
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hungry....ciaoz

Don't play play..

Sometimes, we shouldn't play around with things..bcos they might juz backfire when we don't expect it :(
Exams are coming and its not good to get ourselves into shit at this time...
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hungry...ciaoz

Shit Happens..

Have u ever heard the term called shit happens? I'm sure u have right, I certainly did. In fact I've made a post titled hhit sappens before, and I have a blog catergory called shit happens..

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Now lets talk about shit happens. Usually in general people say shit happens because sometimes in life, we frequently encounter dumb stuff that happen out of nowhere for no reason putting us in a predicament. Like when u are walking, u trip on a banana skin falling flat on ur face, or juz when u are about to save ur work on ur computer, suddenly the electric line cuts off and theres a blackout, completely auto-recycle bin/auto empty-recycle bin ur work (LOL)..Thats called shit happens.

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Lets put a more general situation with the context of shit. You walk along the road side and u step on animal faeces. Maybe even human faeces(-__-"). Or enjoying your hot day under the shade of a tree, and this bird up there shits down on u. Yea, that's shit happens with context of shit.

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Let me tell u, Jonathan Chua's version of shit happen. It does! why? cos u eat and ur body absorbs the nutrients leaving behind the shit. Shit is happening. So wat so great about it u say? Well my body produces shit in a shit happening time!...

Case 1: I was about to board the plane to Sydney in January before flying back to Malaysia. I arrived about 45 mins before take off, and guess wat, I got a stomach ache bcos shit was happening. Unable to take the pain, I rushed to the toilet to ease myself coming out 5 mins after latest check in. Luckily the line was long and they accomodated for a few or those that were about to fly in half an hour. Close call, but this is what I call shit happens!! Shit happening at a shit happens time...

Case 2: Moomba water fest..Yeap, I was eager to go see the fireworks cos I missed it last year. I went there about 7.30 pm, and the fireworks were only due to start 2 hours later. So I juz hang around with the OCF gang. After a while, it struck me..shit happens!!! Once again I get the stomach ache. But it was only 9 and there was no place to go since it down along the Yarra River. The thought of going to one of those portable cubicles didn't please me. So I held on, and cold sweat started to come out. Finally at 9.25pm I couldn't take it anymore, the pain was unbearable. I din care about the portable cubicle anymore, I juz went in. Surprisingly it was rather clean. But halfway thru, I heard the bang sounds and I knew the fireworks have started. I came out watching only half of it -__-". Once again shit happened at a shit happens time...

Case 3: Smart me, went to tapao food last night. But smart me, left the key at home, and my housemate went out for squash. He wont be back for a least another hour and half. So wat can I do? Juz sit at the stairs there and eat my tapao food while reading the Reader's Digest that came in the mail. Happily eating my SPICY char kuay teow, I began streaming videos on my phone. Yeap and guess what happened?????come on, its not a million dollar question, quick guess wat happened? Lol, even a retarded person can tell me that shit happened lar. Stomach ache again, at at shit happen time!!!!! I was locked out of the house!!!! The toilet is less than 10m away, behind the door!!! I couldn't take it, I put down my food, ran over to Monash Caulfield to do my business. Thanks Monash!! Hahaha...well, so that concludes my episodes that shit really does happen...

Despite talking about shit, I'm still hungry....ciaoz

Damn blady FARN....

Eh, very farn la...
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Stupid BRAIN, stop thinking...go shut down......or hibernate...
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not hungry..ciaoz...

Hhit Sappens...

My internet is currently down...for some reason the phone line dieded, followed by the adsl the following day...
So I cant online now...haihz....end up blogging from Kwan Chian's hse...sad case.
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I have been thinking of posting up all the events that happened during my bday...but I'm still waiting to gather the pictures and videos from my sabo!!!
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As soon as I get it I will post it out...juz to remind myself not to get into those situations again :P
Of course I dont mind the bday dinner and the people coming to my hse to celebrate and the clubbing experience but I wouldn't want the sabo again...haih......
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Not at home,but I'm not hungry...ciaoz

Let me finish this crazy phase quickly...

Ok, i have a confession to make, i'm obsessed...with Kim Tae Hee...shit, i shouldnt have watched korean drama (Love Story in Harvard), dat way i wouldnt see her on screen and i wont be like this now!!!
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The thing is, how come got a girl in korea dats so pretty and beautiful but msia dun have!!! Its so unfair.....
I juz finished compiling a folder of 45 wallpapers to create my screensaver, my phone and laptop wallpaper has changed(goodbye ruby lin) and i've been seeing her 'cute' scenes from love story in harvard over and over again...
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Seriously, its been along while since i crazed over a superstar, i think the last was ruby lin but dat was like 5 yrs ago....Even those hongkong actresses din make me go this far...

Anybody want 45 pictures of Kim Tae Hee?? lol, i'll juz feast ur(guys) eyes with a few...This last one is my current wallpaper...its juz a phase right???? ITS JUZ A PHASE IN LIFE RIGHT?

Not Hungry.....ciaoz...

Reccuring sickness

Wanna noe/experience reccuring sickness?? Try sleeping at 3am waking up at 5.30am, then the following day sleep at 2 am wake up at 6.30 am. On the 3rd day sleep at 12am!! and wake up at 6.30 am, then sleep at 2.30 am wake up at 5.30am..get the point? Ok basically juz disrupt ur sleeping time and disrupt the amount u sleep, then u will experience wat i'm feeling now, dizzyness, headache, neckache, double vision, but yet dun feel like sleeping..
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Over the past few days i was helping out with the volunteer work at Born To Fly, and the freaking program starts at 8 am!!! Due to my lifestyle(sleep at 2 or 3) i slept dat late, but had to wake up dat early for the program. Over the 4 days, i had afternoon naps, sleep quickies and not sleeping at all for more than 24 hrs.
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And when all these happen, especially after u've juz recover from the worlds most torturing fever, u feel like SHIT!!!
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I juz got back from church, and i slept for about 4 hrs, and since last night i slept about only 4 hrs, my frequent change in visits to dreamland has taken a toll on me. I woke up this morning with block nose and a feeling of hingus stuck in between my nose and throat. U noe the wan where u snort, blow, cough, snore and still cant get it out, yea, i hate those mornings...Yet after sleeping for another 4 hrs, im tired and dizzy and wanna sleep, but my brain juz doesnt want to shut off, besides, i have to last till tonight b4 sleeping so that i can return to my sleeping routine.
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About BTF, well as expected, the kids were really really good and cute, my team had very obedient wants!! ^^ hehe...so they are really fun to play with, and the theme song, I'll be a success, writen by the clown of the show called patches, wow the lyrics were really meaningful.
Its amazing wat people can come up with doing work for God.
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Anyway, despite this yucky feeling right now, i dont regret participating in Born To Fly, it was a wonderful program and useful for those brats. My brain isn't functioning at optimum level right now, and im getting hot flushes so im juz gonna go lie down....
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I'm hungry....ciaoz

Jonathan Chua is sick

Ever felt so cold when u are sick. Like shivering u juz had to take a hot bath and quick go under the blanket and not on the fan or air con? Now imagine this with winter!!!! when outside is around 8C. walao...damn suffering wei, cos I have fallen ill, and its one of my worst in like 10 yrs now? I went to church yesterday and packed on 4 layers of clothing. It started of fine, until the panadol effect began to wear out. Then i started shivering i had to go back immediately after service... went home and slept from 2pm till 2 am
Awake for half an hr then slept till now...real headache...anyway, try not to get a fever during winter...

despite feeling sick i havent lost my appetite..im hungry...ciaoz...

Thinking of nothing

When it comes to holidays, u basically think a lot.......about so much that suddenly u realise watever u've been thinking of really is nothing.

I can play games all day and juz stare at the computer or listen to songs, the occasional video, the occasional prayer(which should be made more often :P) and games sommore. Yet at the end of the day, wat have i been doing today?
Sue me, but its my holiday and this is how i choose to have it...muahhaahaha

Ok heres the updates over the last few days
1) EXAMS ARE OVER!!! yes yes and yes, i can smell the freedom, which smells GOOD...lol. No more worrying over whether i've studied this or that..No more worrying for the assignments not dued, no more sad feeling when the weekend comes to an end...BUT, dats juz for the time being till the end of this 5 weeks :(

2) Spending a lot....i bought stuff for me to brace thru the winter, thus been surpassing my budget way over....but i do deserve the movies and shopping since there are no exams..but then not enough ppl in melbourne to teman me la...haih...i went out with pei xian once b4 she left for msia...sigh...and then melissa teman me buy stuff...hehe, yes i noe im very direct at my shopping cos i dun like window shopping and i dont like walking around looking at things which is too expensive to buy!!! lol, nevertheless, thank you for ur company...

3) Sports sports and more sports..squash, badminton, soccer, basketball, u name it..

4) Dota dota and more dota, i dont have to ellaborate on this right?

5) Watchin videos at home, which comes to my final point...

Ever felt the slight depression when a season or the series of ur favourite show comes to an end?
Ever felt the uncomfortable feeling that u have to wait for the show to come out or u are waiting on the episode for like a week but time seem to move really really slow? Ever felt u loved a show so much that u dun mind watching it over and over again?

One tree hill season 4 has ended and i've finished watching it....end of story....

Nah, the sadness has to come out. Its juz that the season ended on a high note, and they graduated from high skool. Dat means the backbone of one tree hill which is high skool relationships and basketball is also gone!!(ok part of basketball is gone) Good news: there will be season 5. Bad news: The authors have stated that the show starts 4 yrs later....omg!!!! u noe how much can change in 4 yrs??blady!!! and it only starts in 2008!!!! double blady!!! I mean the trailer states they have thier own lives now and u feel like without the high skool drama, the show will never be the same...haih...wat if it doesnt reach expectations or it isnt as good as the previous seasons?? why did they have to make them graduate so fast...evil!!!

While waiting for 2008 to come i have to find a replacement show...recommendations anyone?
Shows which i noe about and not to reccomend to me cos either im watching it or im not interested to watch it:
- OC, House, Grey's Anatomy, Prison Break, Desperate Housewives, Smallville, Desire, Boy Meets World(thinking of trying this one), Supernatural, Boston Public, CSI(not that i dun like it but i rather something that has continuation), Law & Order, NCIS, and anything that Ho Su Wen watches :P u think i might not watch....

Till then, im hungry and im gonna eat now..ciaoz...

please close your eyes..

ok about the previous post, ive decided not to put up a new pic of my haircut
the following is rated 18PG:

STUPID FREAKIN VIETNAMESE LADY HAIRDRESSER!!!!!!!!DO U FREAKING UNDERSTAND FREAKING ENGLISH AR????BLADY CRAPPO....

jon: i wanna part my hair so cut the back and sides but don touch the front
lady hairdresser(lh): okok, dont want to cut the front

later on....
lh was talking to her colleague oblivious to the fact she was still cutting my hair

jon: no, don cut the fr....(crish........gone liao)
lh: why u wanna leave ur hair so long?
jon: yes, i wanna leave it long, dats why i TOLD u not to cut the front

lh walks of to take the mirror to show the back

i ended up walking out with a tulan face....it was her fault, i shud sue her!!!

lesson learn: dun ever go to cheap cuts, they screw ur hair up...and im left to sulk, with hair 6 months away from peter petrelli's.....HAIH......

$%#$%#$%#%^%#...ciaoz
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