New Year 2011

Ok, so after a year long break from blogging, I finally think its time to start again.
The reason I started this blog was for me to keep track of my life here in Aussie. However, due to business and lazyness, I've stopped...for a really long time..
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That aside, lets start things afresh. I am now a PR here in Melbourne, jobless(in accounting) and pretty much working my butt off to live. I realise that setting goals for the year has not been very productive. reason? I dunno le, somehow people seem to work towards their goals because they feel that sense of achievement or to push themselves to be a better person. I on the other hand, really don't feel the need to reach those goals I set. There is just no motivation, no passion to reaching those goals. So lets take a look at review for goals set for 2010.

i) Graduate by June and get a good job - part 1 yeah!, part 2 - $^%$%^&%$ frus frus and super frus...

ii) Read the New Testament completely (its about time I get this done) - oops...this is becoming a major concern...perhaps I should aim smaller this year.

iii) Be a less 'wood' bf. Although this wouldnt be prioritise as I still love watching Aster's reaction when she says I'm not expressive enough. - errr...cant really measure myself in this department. feedback anyone??

iv) End the year with a +5000 balance (this runs closely to goal (i)) - wow this was extremely way off...however I am satisfied with a positive balance considering I can hardly save with such significant outflows every month...wat do i do with my money?? hmmmmm.....

v) Enter JG - acheived!
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Maybe 2010 wasnt such a bad year after all. I shall contemplate on what goals to set for this year...
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not hungry at all...ciaoz

First Love..

Haha...before u jump into any conclusions about the title, no, it doesnt only revolve around one love
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I just felt like expressing something that I've been quite happy about..two things actually..
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First thing, I have found it again, the same feeling I first had when I first encountered Jesus. And I owe it all to OC09. Overall, of all oceania conventions, the one I just came back from have trully been the best. I guess it was true that if I seek and expect something from God, He will really point me to the direction He wants me to be in. Can u remember how it felt when you first fell in love with Jesus? Has it changed over the years? Do u still feel like worshipping everywhere u go? I guess that over the past 2 years like any child begin to lose sight of wat he aims to be. OC 09 was really great, with all the convictions and revelations, plus not to mention the number of times I cried in desperate need for God. Now that I am in His presence again, prayerfully I would not slide away as He moves forward again. Its just a happiness that cant be explained with words. And this leads me to question, how did I lose something which gave me so much joy in the first place? I shall not ponder about the past, but focus on the future...
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There's a new type of love for me now, a love for a woman(girl/lady whichever sounds right to u). It is quite new for me, as all my life, I've only learnt to love God. But when the right person comes along, I guess it just happens. I always imagined myself taking a very long time to seek out who suits me. Although fast, it feels right :)
I have no idea wat she sees in me, but I'm am thankful that she does cherish me alot. I know that many ppl say its the honeymoon period where everything seems to be going perfect and eventually it will subside. I don't want it to change. I don't want 'us' to change. Your characteristics defines you, and that makes me like you, don't take it away!! I know I cant offer u much other than my care and support but I hope it is enough for u :) (i dunno how to be mushi..lol)
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Thank you dear for giving me a chance, I will commit as much as I can into this relationship :)
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Other than the upcoming mid-sem tests, everything has been going on better than fine in my life right now. God and people are the ones that push me thru...
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not hungry...ciaoz..

Eating and eating

I've been eating quite a lot lately...
Lunch, movie, Dinner, movie,
Night market..lol, movie..
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Not to mention the desserts...
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But it doesn't mean I'm not happy eating, I am!
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Oh, and it also counts who you're eating with :)
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not hungry now..just happy...ciaoz

Yes..after so long, I have nothing to say..

Ok, I think I have like lost the motivation to blog. After so long, I just cant think of what to write about...
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Lets start with I have moved to a new place. I'm beginning to grow used to this new place, althought when I first moved in, I have to admit I resented it abit. Its dark and, quiet and there are no taps for the basin, either damn hot, or damn cold!! Lol..but then after a while I got used to it la, besides I have a bigger room now.
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Ok class have started, and I have an interesting subject this semester as my elective. Called Riffs: Introduction to the Acoustic Guitar. It is quite interesting as I haven't had formal teaching of the guitar, I just jumped straight into strumming.
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Been interested in something new though, clubbing..enough said...
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After work at EY, I basically just went nocturnal and enjoyed the last few days of my holiday in Malaysia. I came back at about 4am average every night, frequently playing pool and watching soccer matches at Asia Cafe. But then I had to return to Melbourne and my ideal wasting my life away lifestyle had now disappeared into thin air :( There's no more Astro and have to watch the MU-Inter game tmr on SBS, no more wide screen tv and comfort of my sofa plus the clear screen..
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Ok this update is so boring I dowan to type anymore..
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hungry..ciaoz

Arrogant Idiot

U noe how many ppl tend to tell u all the differences between the aussies and the asians and how the cultural difference is shown clearly. Well for instance theres the racism. There's alot of comments saying that there are many aussies we run into that are racist. Like how some tram drivers will stop for another aussie bloke but when they see an asian dude running towards the tram they'll go like..hahaha, no way I'm letting this asian get onto the tram and they'll just close the door and rush off -___-". Then there's the friendly-ness of ppl. Asians tend to just hang around asians and not mingle around with the aussies, I mean lets face it, they white we yellow equals no same. But the aussies don't mind juz mixing around. I noe so many aussie dudes juz coming up to u and go like "hey man, how's it going?"
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Then theres the openness culture. Aussies tend to show pda more often like hugging when they see a fren, giving a peck on the cheek. While the asians will like shake hands and hug only if ur like super close. Heck the aussies can even find some random stranger in the bar and take her home to errr....lets not get there (yea, juz look up stats on avg age of teens losing their virginity between westerns and asians). I dont even bother looking it up and I adi noe the difference.
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But the one thing that I find amusing in Australia is the manners of the public servants. Sure some of them are racist but then if u are able to find a friendly aussie, he'll juz bring himself to ur lvl and talk to u. Don get wat I mean? Ok, lets say a tram cleaner gets onto the tram, he wont think himself of a lower lvl of society and juz talk to u like a normal fren. In Asia there's this hierachy where oh cleaners are lower lvls so dun talk to them and they wont talk to u. If its a tram inspector, after asking for ur tickets he wont abuse his power and can even crack a joke with the commuters. I dont have to elaborate on the police in Asia abusing their power bcos they think they have this "I am the law status!!"
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Just earlier I reach back by train and I saw the digital board stating the nxt bus is at 7.23. Well considering the time was 6.53, it couldnt be right cos the bus intervals are every 15 mins. So I looked at the normal board and the departure time stated was 7.08. So I wanted to ask the bus driver. I knocked on the bus door and this old asian man was inside. He knew I was waiting but he took his own sweet time in drinking his water then opening the door. This was wat happenned:
Me: Excuse me, but does this bus leave at 7.08 and 7.23?
Bus Driver (BD): *stares at me with tulan face*...huh? why u telling me all these times for?
Me: *shocked at his rudeness* Cos the digital board says 7.23 and this board says 7.08
BD: I dunno.........
Me: ?
BD: All I noe is I'm leaving in 12 mins
Me: kthxbai..
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I'm so shocked at the attitude he gave me, so rude. I bet if it was some aussie driver he'll give a smile and tell me the exact time. I mean yea so he's older than me, so I respected him in asking him politely, but his reply was as if I was some small kid who didnt know better...but after all these, an aussie would take down the bus number and that guys name and send in a formal complain to Connex. I, as an asian, walk away and complain about it on my blog cos I'm juz too darn lazy to do anything about it...lol...
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not hungry...ciaoz..

Post Exam Post (2)

So now I finally found the time to update my blog. The following day after my exam we adi headed on to Wilson's Prom for a retreat, it was a deserved holiday after such a long exam stress..and it was cheap too!...
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Day 1:
We left really early in the morning. About 6am...so then starts our road trip...then we headed to our accomodation place to unload some stuff b4 going to the beach...Highlight of the beach activity was Jason's sabo...wahaha...it was so well planned I'm so happy it when accordingly and the look on his face shows he wasn't expecting it. Went hiking and reached squeaky beach. Why squeaky beach u say? That's cos the beach make squeaky noises when u walk on it..hehe...I slept around 2am that night and got up around 4am cos IT WAS FREAKING FREEZING, and all I had was my jacket...However, we were still expected to wake up by 5am the nxt morning to see the sun rise
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Day 2:
Ok, the day starts with the sunrise... After some devotion, and breakfast we had one last game b4 heading home.....
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Ok, I noe my trip has been awfully cut short in details but I juz wanna get into the pictures ASAP.
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A view on the way there...

This was taken while hiking to squeaky beach..i like the water, it so calm...

A view of squeaky beach, I think it has something to do with the dry layer of sand that causes the squealy sounds. Can u see the beam of sunlight? Its like God shining on a certain something..quick look wat isit!!!...

No, it wasn't shining on this. This is juz a dead jellyfish...

At 5am, we gila ppl were adi waiting for the sun to rise...Check out the colour of this pic...

Aah...the sun about to come out..This is about after 45 mins of waiting

Finally after a long wait, the sun comes out!!! Beautiful isn't it..God's creation...

20 seconds later, its adi like this -____-"
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Yea, it really is a sight that take your breath away....Anyway, I've been saving money!! GOOD...cos I am anticipating overspending during the nxt few days of holidays...hehe...
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Till then, I'm not hungry...ciaoz

Post-exam post (1)

Ok, yes I've been very busy lately, 1st I was busy studying for exams and now I'm busy having fun.....So since there was only one pathetic request for me to update, I shall fullfil that request and UPDATE....
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Now, exams 1st...yes....so its over, and I'm finally freeeeeee....Talking about exams...it was fine, maybe cos this time I actually took the initiative to start studying early.....but then honestly, I don't think H1's are within my reach....
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Ok, lets not talk about exams...Immediately after the final exam day, I went out with Pei Xian, Mel and her church frens to eat dinner....wats the rush? Bcos right, my that hou pang yao Chia Pei Xian leaves Aussie in 2 days(dat time la, now gone adi). I dunno why she always leave so fast...left me here with one less fren to accompany during the holidays...In a few weeks, Mel oso leaving...haih...
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I now sit here in a frens house, listening to Kwan Chian pestering me to DotA(yet he is playing the guitar)..haha.... yea dats my life now...DotA....
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I went to camp btw after exams...woke up at 5am juz to see the sunrise...damn beautiful...Pictures I update nxt time la(now wanna DotA)....
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Life rox after exam....juz ate, not hungry..ciaoz...

Holiday mood turned on...

Ok yes I know, I havent been blogging...but I just didnt have the time...Not much has happened over the past 2 weeks anyway.

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My holidays juz started!!! Which means its time to study -__-" There's so much going on this month.
22nd September: Got 3 ppl having their birthdays. Aaron and Samantha from OCF and my old time pang yao Daryl. Significantly, Weng Tze's flying off to UK on this day...How I miss these ppl...haih....and it will be sometime before I see Weng again as our holidays dont match...Anyway, wish her a safe trip there and have a wonderful time at England.
23rd September: Pei Xian's birthday. If all goes well, my plan should suceed, unless suddenly this girl decides to back out last minute. In any case if she does back out, I'll kill her!!!!
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Hope Church had their anniversary celebration yesterday. 17 yrs and much more to come. They help it at Deakin Uni.


All the pastor-pastor and wife-wife. Except the guy far right, he's a pastor from Adelaide and his wife wasn't there.


Ok time to cut cake and lets makan it!!!!
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Anyway, let me introduce u the cutest boy I've seen in Melbourne. How he brightens my day when he runs around. Abit naughty but I juz cant help watching his cuteness. Once he threw a tissue on the ground, and I told him, throw rubbish in the rubbish bin!! He took up the tissue, came up to me, and dropped it at my feet!!!! Everybody around was laughing so loud, I juz gave in and threw it away myself. Yesterday, he kept on coming to take our football when we were passing it around. Everytime he grabbed hold of the ball he would take it to the high grass and throw it in there. Lol...sooooo naughty.

Meet Samuel Lam. I juz love his cheeks. Make me wanna pinch it so hard...haha, now I understand why those aunties like to do dat. If u look closely, his hingus is coming out!!! hahahaha...

Samuel's expression: HOI, WATCHA LOOKING AT HUH???? Simply adorable.
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Last update, I'm getting baptised!!! hehe, on the 27th of September. Funny how I didn't have mood to eat my dinner at all last night, and after I got my dad's 'no objection' my appetite came in out of nowhere....Fasting and prayer works....^^
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Not hungry now...ciaoz...

Merdeka Night Dinner

Yea, so I told mentioned about the dinner, I kinda think I ate too little for the money I paid for it.

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Anyway, its still worth the trip because of the performances..So this was wat happened..
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I left rather late actually, cant remember wat I was doing taking me so long..NO, it was not my hair ok...but I left my hse around 6.50 when the dinner starts at 7.30. Now here's the thing, I had a chat with the incoming president of Malaysians of Melbourne University(MoMU) the day b4.
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Jon: hey, wats the dress code for the event?
Su Ann(incoming pres): its smart casual
Jon: (thinks in head yea dats right i SO noe wat is smart casual, sure sure, I understand) ok so smart casual means wear wat?
Su Ann: Errr wear a shirt, and DONT wear jeans...
Jon: (thinks again, isnt dat a little too formal) HA? ok la, u sure ar
Su Ann: yaya...
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When I left my hse, again I thought that it was too formal, but since Jun Wey was wearing something similar, I thought ok la, at least got one other fella liddat. I wore a blue shirt, almost silk-like material, super thin!!! Aiya, winter almost over la, no problem wan. The moment I walked out of my hse I knew I'm gonna freeze to death on the way home, and guess wats the best part, its the coldest night for the pass 2 weeks!! But, I cant find a jacket to fit a shirt, if I wore a suit, then it would be even more formal. So i beared with it, and damn it was freezing!!!
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I dunno wat kinda train I took but it reached the city in 10 mins!! Lol, talk about express it virtually skipped so many stations, I reached by the 2nd stop...hahaha...Took a tram to Arrow and met Pei Xian there. The time of truth, how many were gonna wear like me. Nxt, time remind me to trust my gut feeling. Less than 10 ppl actually wor slacks, the rest were shirt and the NOT-ALLOWED JEANS!! bugger...
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Overall the night was satisfying, I think the highlight of the night was Melissa's singing(dun kembang ar). There were many other performances too, some juz for humor. And of course, the food, Beef rendang, sambal ikan billis, roti canai, cendol, sambal egg, nasi goreng, mee goreng, curry!!! wah...I miss it so much...
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After the night, we went to QV to have a budget yum cha session. Safeway choc milk and orange juice+2 king size crunchie and a mars bar. Total of it all was cheaper then a waffle at Max Brenners...hahaha...
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Pictures!!

Pei Xian, Melissa, Me

Same bunch but with the extra behind, long and messy haired Jun Wey(commone, pls cut ur hair la!!!!)

Same bunch now with Edison(Mel's fren) I respect this guy man, talk about smooth talk? U shud meet him, he makes frens at an average of 1 per min. He entered the dinner only knowing 2 ppl, he left the building knowing half of them. We went into safeway to buy drinks, we came out and saw him talking to some guy he juz met. We went up the escalator, he talked to 2 girls he juz met. ..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...(he shud do evax :P)

Yea, Wei Xuan was there too... :P

With my noobs skills I dunno wats wrong cos I cant post any videos...damn
Nvm, I'll keep trying..

Me no hungry...ciaoz

Festival of Nations..

Ok, I noe today is Merdeka, but then aiyo for the past 19 years I have never found it such a big thing, even when I had to sing tanggal 31 for 11 years of my life. However there will be a dinner tonight in Melbourne Uni and I shall be going to eat Malaysian buffet!!! Muahahha all the Malaysian food that I've missed so much. Melissa will be performing Bukan Cinta Biasa and if I'm lucky enough, I will get to record it and if Sim's lucky enough, he shall get to see it :P

Ok enough about the dinner, few days back there was this festival of nations thing being held in the university. It was blady crowded man as I muscled my way through just to get to Uncle Ong's nasi lemak stall and MOMU's kuih+teh tarik stall. The kuih was rather expensive but it taste great. Maybe I juz havent been eating kuih for such a long time that I felt it was so good.

Its quite interesting to see so many different stalls and it comes to show how many foreign students there are in Melb Uni. It seems like there is hardly any pure Australians. The stall next to Uncle Ong was selling Ramly Burger!!! LOL, by the looks of it they look like they came from Singapore, because the promoter didnt sound Indo at all.


I didnt take much pictures though. This was Uncle Ong's poster. Nasi Lemak, spring rolls, longan drink, wanton, konyaku jelly, hey wait a minute, lets take a closer view....


It says KONYAKUKU JELLY not NEGARAKUKU!!!! LOL....negaraku, negarakuku.....wahahaha.


The crowd behind me, waiting anxiously for their nasi lemak. No, I was not taking pictures of girls, I didnt even look where my camera was aiming, I juz held it up high and snapped a picture, and this was wat I got..You know why so many people waiting for nasi lemak...wait I tell u later...


See the spring rolls and wantons? See the fried chicken and cucmber and longan drink, and hard boiled eggs? See the konyakuKU jelly? Hey wait, where's the nasi lemak?? Relax, I tell u later..


The other shops, the one right in front is the French one, selling crepe's I think..As u can see it was packed...super packed.

Ok now for the nasi lemak. Uncle Ong was a natural talent at doing business. He used all the laws and tactics to attract customers. Bargaining power, he sold food that was getting cheaper and cheaper, and if u buy in huge amount he gives u BIG discount, or so he says..But he couldn't control his kitchen staff. His nasi lemak rice ran out and when people started to order he said 10 min his people are making the rice now!! So I said ok fine, I'll wait since I dont have anymore classes, 20 min later, I saw a girl putting coconut milk into the rice cooker which had water in it!!!! They havent even started cooking!!! Wtheck u Uncle Ong, cheat my feeling ar(Renald's well used line.. :P) So I demanded an answer from Uncle Ong, and he apologised. After a while he said 400 seconds more..ok fine, few minutes, 600 seconds later, they press the on button to start cooking the rice...swt..cheat my feeling 2nd time... He then lost a lot of business opportunities as many people left and Uncle Ong didn't want them to wait for so long so he told people to come again the next day. Forget it, I've waited that long, I'm getting my nasi lemak!!!

After 40 mins I finally got my nasi lemak, with 2 chicken for juz 5 bux, the poster said 6.50 with one chicken..hahaha, I was the "loyal" customer.

Now lets analyse the pros and cons of me waiting for 40 mins for my nasi lemak..

Cons:
1) Waited damn long,freaking hungry, could have got gastric man(ok I'm exaggerating, I noe)
2) Stand like an orang gila there,
3) Being pushed and squashed by the number of people there
4) Opportunity cost of 40 mins
5) Hearing samba songs which really irritated me

Pros:
1) The malaysian girl who was in charge of cooking the rice was damn pretty!!! (I wanted to take a picture of her but no chance la...wasted)

Yeap, I think it was worth waiting the 40 mins (and now u noe why I didn't mind standing in front of the shop for such a long time rite) :P

Talk about nasi lemak, I'm hungry now...ciaoz

My first time(2)

Ok, I juz came back from Monash Multicultural night. Well, it was quite nice I guess cos its fun and the performance/games /dance/food was good.
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But thats not the main point, after that there was an after party at se7en. So yes, i went to the club and its the first time i went 'clubbing'
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Not that i've never been to a club but just that I've never danced in those clubs.
Unlike clubbing in Msia, Aussie's is much different. Now made non-smoking its so much more comfortable than in Msia where smoke fill ur lungs everwhere. I guess I never really thought much about dancing in a club. Definitely a new experience!! Sure there were some fight induced plus unethical language, but if that is hip I guess there's not much I can do than bare with it.
Something I will consider going once in a while but not splashing out 15 bux everyweek juz for dancing.

Not hungry at 5.10am...ciaoz...

Oops....

Ok, my house internet has got shaped to 64k, overused the bandwidth, and i'll say its my fault...hahaha...too much korean love drama...

Lets do a Cost Benefit Analysis:
Costs of watching korean drama:
- oppotunity cost of time
- usage of bandwidth
- not studying enough
- no chance to read my harry potter
- feeling over-emotional when a sad scene happens
- depression when a series end as i feel an emptiness after a series ends

Benefits of watching korean drama:
- the joy, happiness and feeling good after a happy ending and touching love story

Yup, the benefits definitely outweigh the cost, therefore my conclusion willl be continue watching..

Finished Hello Miss, with the same girl from My Girl, its nice but then not as interesting as My Girl. I'm currently watching Goong and I think its gonna be one of the best, its has an interesting storyline. Girl fated to marry a prince, learn to be a princess falls inlove with the prince, but as usual the prince is cold hearted and likes another girl ^^...

Tonight, Monash Multicultural Night (yea so wat if I'm not a Monash student, cannot go ar? Blow(cui)(I never understood wat this meant but its another term for I want to go why u care!!) ar?). Its my first formal wear event since coming to Australia, but then unlike Msia, this got free flow of wine....hahahahaha....not that I drink much anyway. The picture picture all, see whether can get any la....

Time to eat and wash toilet and wash kitchen...haih....chores, i suddenly feel the appreciation of having a maid back in Malaysia...

Hungry, ciaoz..

Sem 2 to start

Semester 2 starts next week.....i think its about time, cos i had a real long and enjoyable holiday, its time to buck up and start studying again...
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New craze, korean drama...if u intend to start watchin, go ahead and start with my girl, its really funny, if u don wanna download it, juz stream and watch from www.veoh.com..lol, dats where all my bandwidth went to...quite interesting bcos korean drama right, the in between or touching scenes, their music theme really suits the scene and it makes it nice, but i do find the audio weird...haha, it sounds funier than japanese :P
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It hailed today, the 2nd time i've seen hail in my life. I wanted to take out my camera phone but then it started to rain, and today was 5celsius!!! My hands were practically shaking, how to take picture. It was funny though cos those guys from china exited the bus and said, wah!! ice rain....wakakaaka...ice rain.... -__-" Got my whole jacket drenched and my jeans wouldn't dry for 3 hrs...zzzz..
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Has anybody seen harry potter? If not go see it!!!!!! Its chunted, i mean missed out alot from the book but the fighting scenes were chunted, and whos got the six book!!! I want to read, its amazing how harry ends up liking ginny weasley...LOL i want to know wat happen!!! But then if this is shown in the movies right, ginny dont look half as pretty as cho or hermione la..haih, if only they picked a prettier ginny, but wat to do, the casting was done before jk rowling decided to make them an item...hahahaha, i bet the directors now will be saying "damn, why rowling put ginny, if i noe i pick a prettier ginny la" wahahahahaha.....
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Ok im talking a lot of crap now...dowan think of wat to post adi..
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not hungry...ciaoz...

Thinking of nothing

When it comes to holidays, u basically think a lot.......about so much that suddenly u realise watever u've been thinking of really is nothing.

I can play games all day and juz stare at the computer or listen to songs, the occasional video, the occasional prayer(which should be made more often :P) and games sommore. Yet at the end of the day, wat have i been doing today?
Sue me, but its my holiday and this is how i choose to have it...muahhaahaha

Ok heres the updates over the last few days
1) EXAMS ARE OVER!!! yes yes and yes, i can smell the freedom, which smells GOOD...lol. No more worrying over whether i've studied this or that..No more worrying for the assignments not dued, no more sad feeling when the weekend comes to an end...BUT, dats juz for the time being till the end of this 5 weeks :(

2) Spending a lot....i bought stuff for me to brace thru the winter, thus been surpassing my budget way over....but i do deserve the movies and shopping since there are no exams..but then not enough ppl in melbourne to teman me la...haih...i went out with pei xian once b4 she left for msia...sigh...and then melissa teman me buy stuff...hehe, yes i noe im very direct at my shopping cos i dun like window shopping and i dont like walking around looking at things which is too expensive to buy!!! lol, nevertheless, thank you for ur company...

3) Sports sports and more sports..squash, badminton, soccer, basketball, u name it..

4) Dota dota and more dota, i dont have to ellaborate on this right?

5) Watchin videos at home, which comes to my final point...

Ever felt the slight depression when a season or the series of ur favourite show comes to an end?
Ever felt the uncomfortable feeling that u have to wait for the show to come out or u are waiting on the episode for like a week but time seem to move really really slow? Ever felt u loved a show so much that u dun mind watching it over and over again?

One tree hill season 4 has ended and i've finished watching it....end of story....

Nah, the sadness has to come out. Its juz that the season ended on a high note, and they graduated from high skool. Dat means the backbone of one tree hill which is high skool relationships and basketball is also gone!!(ok part of basketball is gone) Good news: there will be season 5. Bad news: The authors have stated that the show starts 4 yrs later....omg!!!! u noe how much can change in 4 yrs??blady!!! and it only starts in 2008!!!! double blady!!! I mean the trailer states they have thier own lives now and u feel like without the high skool drama, the show will never be the same...haih...wat if it doesnt reach expectations or it isnt as good as the previous seasons?? why did they have to make them graduate so fast...evil!!!

While waiting for 2008 to come i have to find a replacement show...recommendations anyone?
Shows which i noe about and not to reccomend to me cos either im watching it or im not interested to watch it:
- OC, House, Grey's Anatomy, Prison Break, Desperate Housewives, Smallville, Desire, Boy Meets World(thinking of trying this one), Supernatural, Boston Public, CSI(not that i dun like it but i rather something that has continuation), Law & Order, NCIS, and anything that Ho Su Wen watches :P u think i might not watch....

Till then, im hungry and im gonna eat now..ciaoz...

A release on exam stress....(and felt like posting)

Ok so i havent been posting anything for almost a month, so sue me...
In the midst of exams, i decided to dun care la!!! lol...

Now that accounting and econs test are over, i still dun feel a big burden being lifted off my chest, still got 2 to go...haih...
About tmrs business law test, i have 90 cases to memorise, which i think its crazy as why the heck must we memorise cases. In reality the lawyers oso can open book and quote cases la...i bet they cant remember every single case right...ish..

Chia Pei Xian juz told me she is going back to Msia this holidays and she decided that last week...zzz so gud she gets to skip winter, when im left freezing here..and once again, my malaysian fren has dumped me to rot at home this winter while she enjoys mid valley or one utama...unfairness, we were suppose to sama sama suffer...

As the holidays approaches, the emoness oso come along with it, i think its a package la, holiday plus emo feelings come together. Its not dat i really miss home, i have a nice asian "family" here so i feel more like home instead of being crowded by kuai lou(ghost ppl) or ang moh (ang mo kio? lol)

Emoness: I feel that im tryin to distance myself from relationships which i have no idea why. I have infatuated or attracted or 'strucked' to a few girls over the past years yet whenever i think there is a possibility, i end up chickening out bcos i feel i cant commit. Its like i can be attracted to a girl one week, and the next week i'll think the best we can be is good frens..Maybe its bcos ive failed once, and it completely blew my confidence off.. I feel nah, its not possible for her to like me despite 'feeling' there are signals. Or most of the time i juz compare how i feel towards this girl and how i did feel towards 'the failed one' and i realise that i dont like this girl as much as i did like the other girl...But its unfair for me to put it that way bcos i cant fall deeper if i don open up. But i dont have that confidence to open up, its like scared of falling in love. Man, i feel like a girl rite now... -__-" I see ppl all around me coughing up the courage to go after their 'interest' and im stuck like aiya don bother la...Some are telling me their relationship problems, some are telling me their courting plans and some are literally taking action right in front of my eyes. I envy them, as i have not found this one person to really interest me. Who noes? she could be in front of me but im scared to take action she could have come and gone and she could be in the future..getting this weird feeling sux....

But the one thing that got me feeling like this almost everyday is that freaking show one tree hill...I noe la, drama sure the couple get together dat time damn touching wan ma. Like how lucas finally realised that he trully loves peyton and there she in the one he wants to have by her side when he has his dreams come true. And he figured dat out in front of recently split with brooke. Or how nathan loves haley so much he is willing to give up basketball for her to support her and the baby. These shows are i tell u, shows how love is so strong but also shows dat i suck at finding love...GG....Another show is What About Brian i recommend u all to watch it bcos its a nice show bout discovering love but yet i dun recommend it bcos the STUPID TV NETWORK has taken the show off after the 2nd season and the ending isnt very 'feel good'...

The people i miss in msia....(except the front left wan cos shes here :P)
This wan special treament for edward cos oso havent seen him in a long time...

(in white jacket, yes the one in white ar, NOT NOT NOT the one standing nxt to the white.. :P)
Ng Li Hsien!!! (in UK)
My childhood brilliant frens (oso in UK)(the twins at both sides)
You know its amazing but i never did realise until about a month ago that i DONT have a picture of my parents here with me, not even in my laptop, wallet or photoframe...zzz they dont noe dat, but lets keep it dat way :P

Nevertheless, time to focus on my law...and i havent eaten lunch so im hungry...ciaoz

Bo idea on wat to talk about...

Easter holiday was fun, did my catching up on sleep and leg healing!
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Anywayz, i'm quite the busy nowadays doing DotA work, and studying...no dun have much time to post anything..
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JT Ultra badminton tournament...haih, sat pai la, didn't manage to get into semi-finals despite winning 2 matches and losing one. We loss on point diff for the final semis spot...haih..but overall ok la, cos i dun participate in such a high lvl tournament so winning 2 games, im quite satisfied.
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Assignment due nxt Thursday, sigh....and juz so bored i dunno wat to post about
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EDWARD MAH!!! COME VISIT ME AR!!! SO BORING LE...SINCE U BACK IN MSIA TAPAO SOFT SHELL CRAB COME HERE...
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Im eating maggi mee now...so no yeik, so no life, so no variety of food...
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hungry la!!...ciaoz...

Oceania Convention(Part 2)

Yeap, its been some time since i last posted, but actually i was quite busy enjoying myself during the holidays...hehe, now its picture time!!! Well all these pictures are during the Oceania Convention in Phillip Island. Once again its mostly on christianity so if u dowan to read i dun bother.....

Meet Pastor Ian Foley. He is the pastor at my church. Nice dude, always ready with a lesson in hand.

Pastor John Jacks. Well-knowned prophet. He stayed away from the other pastors during the convention so that it wouldn't affect his judgement during his prebystery session(prophesising over the other pastors). Despite not knowing any of the people there, he could tell accurately about them!

Pastor Simon Eng. This fella came from Hope Malaysia just for the convention. He is quite hillarious.

KFC!!!! No, its not kentucky fried chicken, its Kids For Christ!! So cute!!!! And their performance was so funny..

Chiann....hehe, this wan ar, dunno why she's there, elder than me but was part of the KidsFC performance..hehe, kid only la!!! HAHAHAHA....

Now we come to baptism. This is Xylia before she gets baptised. Btw, the water is really cold..

Going under water to be cleansed off all sins! And born(rise) again forgiven for all sins...

Aiya, so fast have fun adi....lol...

This is Mike. Same thing, same procedure..

Going in and out.

I really like this picture. The expression on his face shows he's got a new life. Its like starting afresh and he is so glad to follow Him. A brotherly embrace..

Didn't i tell u the praise session was the best!! 900+ people praising under one roof..

So semangat, filled with the Holy Spirit....

Corina, the worship leader during all praise night. She too was overwhelmed by the Spirit..

Look at my air time!!! wahahaha..really looks like i jump high right....

Calvin, Jason, Jonathan...

The group from Hope Melbourne, Waverly Centre....

And finally, yours trully :P

Thanks Robby for the amazing photos, really a pro man...
If u wanna see more u can head on to www.robbysucipto.com, but the stuff there can't copy ar!!!! His works are protected wan....

Made Me Glad

I will bless the Lord forever
I will trust Him at all times
He has delivered me from all fear
He has set my feet upon a rock
I will not be moved
And I'll say of the Lord

You are my shield
My strength
My portion
Deliverer
My shelter
Strong tower
My very present help in time of need

Whom have I in heaven but You
There's none I desire besides You
You have made me glad
And I'll say of the Lord

This song lifts me up(along with many others)

Wah, the gelati at sofia's so much, so cheap!!! I'm so full....ciaoz...

Ocenia Convention(Part 1)

Ok, as u all noe, i juz been to a church convention at Phillip Island and i'm juz so freaking happy to touch my keyboard again after 5 days without laptop!!!
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My post today will be on the convention, juz the 1st part without the pictures..
To those who do not share the same faith with me in Jesus Christ, u can ignore reading this if u dont want to, for those who does belief the same beliefs i have then u can go on, and for those who juz don bother its up to u.
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Day 1:
Reached there at around lunch time. I wasn't the comitee member, however i was forced dragged into helping them cook lunch for the comitee members, but i still got my lunch in the end. After helping out with registration, i play a bit of soccer :) It was fun but it wasnt long. Then there was dinner. I'm actually quite surprised because with 900 people there, i could still eat until i was full. So no lack of food over here. After dinner was our 1st session. Altogether there were 7 sessions but on the 1st day there was only one. Started of with praise and worship. Boy, was i glad to come and see because the praise and worship was really good. The atmosphere there and juz watching everybody praising the name of Jesus really touched me. I felt as if the praise was so strong dat the holy spirit keep knocking me off my balance. Hallelujah!! Ok back to the session. With the theme of a prophetic church, we were introduced to wat a prophet really is (at least i was introduced cos i think many ppl adi knew about it) and i must admit dat growing up in a scientific/logical back ground, i had my doubts...but since i decided dat i want to go for the convention i din mind about the theme. Slept after the tea session but i knew i had a long day ahead.

Day 2:
Woke up early around six-ish. After washing up, we had quiet time(if u dunno wat dat means, then its juz a personal time where u read the bible and pray and "talk" to God). Was long for a usual quiet time but since the whole convention was about God then i juz let it be. Breakfast was the same for every morning, cereal and bread. hehe...Anyway, we had praise and worship before session, once again the praise was wonderful, the session was slightly better than total boredom...lol..We had tea after that(if i keep up the lifestyle of eating 6 meals a day, im gonna get fat). Then more worships :) and more sessions :l Then workshops!! which were quite useful to me. I decided to skip the presbystery on pastors(where the pastors get prophecised on) because there was football to play!!! of personal reasons. Dinner followed by sessions than the ALL PRAISE NIGHT!!!! It was so nice!! If clubbin had songs like this, i would go everyday...cos for the 1st time i jumped until i sweat..There was juz a nice sensation in me when singing out worships songs and it came to a point where i felt jumping and screaming out the song but still felt like giving more(ok dun ask me why but it happened). Adjourned to bed for the following day.

Day3:
Ok, this day wasn't much diff from the day b4 so im gonna skip to the nice part. I attended a prebystery session and i was so amazed by the fact wat the prophets prophecised was so accurate. Despite being isolated from everyone, the prophets juz closed thier eyes and begin saying true thing about the pastors and audience. He pointed out how pastor was not onie a teacher but also a great administrator, and u could actually here the agreement sounds by those ppl in the same church as hers. Another pointed out dat one pastor was a man who joked around a lot and has a lot of fun. It really opened my eyes and I really think dat God is telling these ppl things. It proves he exists!! (P.S. Prophets are not fortune tellers, they do not noe specificly about time of events however they are told about wat future plans God has for them).There was a time in the evening for recreation so guess wat, a few of us played soccer. It was fun as i was doing well. It came to a time when i decided to dribble the ball but i lost control. THIS HUGE GUY CALLED HUGO came from behind and kick at my right leg. At dat moment, my right ankle was locked into the ground with full body weight on it. With dat huge sweep, my ankle gave way. The pain was unbearable, the agony made me shake for 2 hours!! Immediately the players all circled me and said a prayer for me to not be in so much pain. The 1st thing i checked was to see if it was broken, thank God it wasn't. I couldn't walk so i was carried to the room. Later on, a doctor came and examined my foot. It wasn't looking good, he said there is a high chance i could have fractured it. I received a few prayers from other ppl after dat(thank you) and due to circumstances(if i tell u the story wud be too long) i was brought to hospital. They x-rayed it. The sigh of relief on my face was priceless when the doctor said no fracture, juz a tendon strain. Yup, I'm actually on crutches while im typing this post...lol..the doctor said the swelling wud come down in a few days. Praise the Lord, he answered my prayers as well as many others....

Day 4:
It is the last day(today). I couldnt do much due to my leg but it didn't hinder me from my last session and my praises which i actually got up and stood on my left leg as i felt its the most i can do to repay HIM(which i can never) for wat he has done. Nothing much done after dat and i left Phillip Island at around 3.30pm.

Conclusion: It is a very worthful trip. Self discovery and strengthening of faith was my biggest gain. Sometimes i wonder, if i didn't have dat accident, i wouldn't have seen how good a christian community is. My frens treated me so well, attending to my every need, and ppl i hardly knew even prayed for me for the best. And i wouldn't have seen wat miracles i wud have received. A pain so excruciating which i tot was broken, i escaped with a minor injury. Thank you to all those dat helped me, thank you for reading my LONG post, and thank YOU God, for all dat u have done..

Now hungry...ciaoz...

Juz got nothing to write....

Hmm..
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For starters, I will be disappearing this Friday till nxt Monday. I'm going to Phillip Island for Oceania Convention. Nope, its not for work, nope its not some holiday, its a Church camp.
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Well, technically its not really a camp bcos we wont have to rough it out in the woods or live in a packed smelly tent with 2 or 3 others. Its living in luxury(not literally) so its a convention.
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There's holiday nxt week anyway, but to me, holiday is spending money. So to control myself, i shall be stating how much for each day i will be spending nxt week. Starts on tue though cos the other days i wont be spending. Finally i have a break from uni, but as usual its never as good as it seems. After uni, the assignments plus tutorial work plus study plus tests plus exams plus(u get the picture la) start to pile up......again.........................................and again!!!
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I so need a chair...i've been delaying the purchase for too long. Honestly, i dunno how i've put up with this not so ass-friendly chair for 2 months now. Chairs here are not very expensive..............................IN AUSTRALIAN DOLLAR!!! but if u convert ar?? GG la...
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I dunno wats the core of this post...and its boring, and lame, and sux so much dat i dowan to continue adi...
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Late nite hunger...ciaoz...

The PERFECT DAY!!!

Ok, we start of with the day early(10am..its early to me as its my earliest class of the week). I had been doing my tutorial work night b4 so yea, u can say dat i was tired in the morning. Lacking the sleep i felt really weak and was on the brink of falling sick...
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How can i fall sick man!!! Its friday, i cant fall sick im gonna miss the fun weekend and b4 i noe it, its monday again...so i cannot fall sick!!!
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Ok was sleepy in my classes and almost wanted to go back early too but din..On the bright side i got full marks for my econs test mcq...waahaha..but juz 5 marks la
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Ok, class end, this is the best part..From uni, i juz need to take a train to melb central, then take either frankston, pakenham or cranbourne line to get to my hse(at caulfield). Easy job la, juz take around 35 mins to reach home. So i was tired, and i felt like reaching home to crash early so i can gain on my sleep and hopefully not get sick...
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NOPE!!! dats not wat happen, not even a teeny weeny bit close..At melb central announcements went on and on: Due to a disruption at malvern, there wont be any trains on the pakenham, cranbourne, and frankston line. Passengers are adviced to board a train to richmond.
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OMG, dat so sucked. I had to travel a diff line to richmond, change to sandringham line. Dats not good rite...where is this line taking me!!! Further announcements: Get of at windsor and take a bus to caulfield..WTF!!!!! change again..argh...knnbcbmchh+c!!!!
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Yeap, the bus took super long to arrive and it was packed bcos wat to do, got 3 lines not working ok...i seriously dieded there!! so packed, the bus trip so long, the bus filled with body odour and pespiration dat it was getting stuffy!!!
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Pokok pangkal,i arrived home, an hr and 45 mins later!!!!...shit.....
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Good sleep though, and dun think i'll be falling sick!!! hehe...overall my worst day in melb so far...
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I'm so hungry i can eat a horse...ciaoz..