Haha...before u jump into any conclusions about the title, no, it doesnt only revolve around one love
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I just felt like expressing something that I've been quite happy about..two things actually..
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First thing, I have found it again, the same feeling I first had when I first encountered Jesus. And I owe it all to OC09. Overall, of all oceania conventions, the one I just came back from have trully been the best. I guess it was true that if I seek and expect something from God, He will really point me to the direction He wants me to be in. Can u remember how it felt when you first fell in love with Jesus? Has it changed over the years? Do u still feel like worshipping everywhere u go? I guess that over the past 2 years like any child begin to lose sight of wat he aims to be. OC 09 was really great, with all the convictions and revelations, plus not to mention the number of times I cried in desperate need for God. Now that I am in His presence again, prayerfully I would not slide away as He moves forward again. Its just a happiness that cant be explained with words. And this leads me to question, how did I lose something which gave me so much joy in the first place? I shall not ponder about the past, but focus on the future...
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There's a new type of love for me now, a love for a woman(girl/lady whichever sounds right to u). It is quite new for me, as all my life, I've only learnt to love God. But when the right person comes along, I guess it just happens. I always imagined myself taking a very long time to seek out who suits me. Although fast, it feels right :)
I have no idea wat she sees in me, but I'm am thankful that she does cherish me alot. I know that many ppl say its the honeymoon period where everything seems to be going perfect and eventually it will subside. I don't want it to change. I don't want 'us' to change. Your characteristics defines you, and that makes me like you, don't take it away!! I know I cant offer u much other than my care and support but I hope it is enough for u :) (i dunno how to be mushi..lol)
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Thank you dear for giving me a chance, I will commit as much as I can into this relationship :)
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Other than the upcoming mid-sem tests, everything has been going on better than fine in my life right now. God and people are the ones that push me thru...
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not hungry...ciaoz..
.
.
I just felt like expressing something that I've been quite happy about..two things actually..
.
.
First thing, I have found it again, the same feeling I first had when I first encountered Jesus. And I owe it all to OC09. Overall, of all oceania conventions, the one I just came back from have trully been the best. I guess it was true that if I seek and expect something from God, He will really point me to the direction He wants me to be in. Can u remember how it felt when you first fell in love with Jesus? Has it changed over the years? Do u still feel like worshipping everywhere u go? I guess that over the past 2 years like any child begin to lose sight of wat he aims to be. OC 09 was really great, with all the convictions and revelations, plus not to mention the number of times I cried in desperate need for God. Now that I am in His presence again, prayerfully I would not slide away as He moves forward again. Its just a happiness that cant be explained with words. And this leads me to question, how did I lose something which gave me so much joy in the first place? I shall not ponder about the past, but focus on the future...
.
.
There's a new type of love for me now, a love for a woman(girl/lady whichever sounds right to u). It is quite new for me, as all my life, I've only learnt to love God. But when the right person comes along, I guess it just happens. I always imagined myself taking a very long time to seek out who suits me. Although fast, it feels right :)
I have no idea wat she sees in me, but I'm am thankful that she does cherish me alot. I know that many ppl say its the honeymoon period where everything seems to be going perfect and eventually it will subside. I don't want it to change. I don't want 'us' to change. Your characteristics defines you, and that makes me like you, don't take it away!! I know I cant offer u much other than my care and support but I hope it is enough for u :) (i dunno how to be mushi..lol)
.
Thank you dear for giving me a chance, I will commit as much as I can into this relationship :)
.
.
Other than the upcoming mid-sem tests, everything has been going on better than fine in my life right now. God and people are the ones that push me thru...
.
.
not hungry...ciaoz..
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