Ok so i havent been posting anything for almost a month, so sue me...
In the midst of exams, i decided to dun care la!!! lol...
Now that accounting and econs test are over, i still dun feel a big burden being lifted off my chest, still got 2 to go...haih...
About tmrs business law test, i have 90 cases to memorise, which i think its crazy as why the heck must we memorise cases. In reality the lawyers oso can open book and quote cases la...i bet they cant remember every single case right...ish..
Chia Pei Xian juz told me she is going back to Msia this holidays and she decided that last week...zzz so gud she gets to skip winter, when im left freezing here..and once again, my malaysian fren has dumped me to rot at home this winter while she enjoys mid valley or one utama...unfairness, we were suppose to sama sama suffer...
As the holidays approaches, the emoness oso come along with it, i think its a package la, holiday plus emo feelings come together. Its not dat i really miss home, i have a nice asian "family" here so i feel more like home instead of being crowded by kuai lou(ghost ppl) or ang moh (ang mo kio? lol)
Emoness: I feel that im tryin to distance myself from relationships which i have no idea why. I have infatuated or attracted or 'strucked' to a few girls over the past years yet whenever i think there is a possibility, i end up chickening out bcos i feel i cant commit. Its like i can be attracted to a girl one week, and the next week i'll think the best we can be is good frens..Maybe its bcos ive failed once, and it completely blew my confidence off.. I feel nah, its not possible for her to like me despite 'feeling' there are signals. Or most of the time i juz compare how i feel towards this girl and how i did feel towards 'the failed one' and i realise that i dont like this girl as much as i did like the other girl...But its unfair for me to put it that way bcos i cant fall deeper if i don open up. But i dont have that confidence to open up, its like scared of falling in love. Man, i feel like a girl rite now... -__-" I see ppl all around me coughing up the courage to go after their 'interest' and im stuck like aiya don bother la...Some are telling me their relationship problems, some are telling me their courting plans and some are literally taking action right in front of my eyes. I envy them, as i have not found this one person to really interest me. Who noes? she could be in front of me but im scared to take action she could have come and gone and she could be in the future..getting this weird feeling sux....
But the one thing that got me feeling like this almost everyday is that freaking show one tree hill...I noe la, drama sure the couple get together dat time damn touching wan ma. Like how lucas finally realised that he trully loves peyton and there she in the one he wants to have by her side when he has his dreams come true. And he figured dat out in front of recently split with brooke. Or how nathan loves haley so much he is willing to give up basketball for her to support her and the baby. These shows are i tell u, shows how love is so strong but also shows dat i suck at finding love...GG....Another show is What About Brian i recommend u all to watch it bcos its a nice show bout discovering love but yet i dun recommend it bcos the STUPID TV NETWORK has taken the show off after the 2nd season and the ending isnt very 'feel good'...
The people i miss in msia....(except the front left wan cos shes here :P)
This wan special treament for edward cos oso havent seen him in a long time...
(in white jacket, yes the one in white ar, NOT NOT NOT the one standing nxt to the white.. :P)
Ng Li Hsien!!! (in UK)
My childhood brilliant frens (oso in UK)(the twins at both sides)
You know its amazing but i never did realise until about a month ago that i DONT have a picture of my parents here with me, not even in my laptop, wallet or photoframe...zzz they dont noe dat, but lets keep it dat way :P
Nevertheless, time to focus on my law...and i havent eaten lunch so im hungry...ciaoz
In the midst of exams, i decided to dun care la!!! lol...
Now that accounting and econs test are over, i still dun feel a big burden being lifted off my chest, still got 2 to go...haih...
About tmrs business law test, i have 90 cases to memorise, which i think its crazy as why the heck must we memorise cases. In reality the lawyers oso can open book and quote cases la...i bet they cant remember every single case right...ish..
Chia Pei Xian juz told me she is going back to Msia this holidays and she decided that last week...zzz so gud she gets to skip winter, when im left freezing here..and once again, my malaysian fren has dumped me to rot at home this winter while she enjoys mid valley or one utama...unfairness, we were suppose to sama sama suffer...
As the holidays approaches, the emoness oso come along with it, i think its a package la, holiday plus emo feelings come together. Its not dat i really miss home, i have a nice asian "family" here so i feel more like home instead of being crowded by kuai lou(ghost ppl) or ang moh (ang mo kio? lol)
Emoness: I feel that im tryin to distance myself from relationships which i have no idea why. I have infatuated or attracted or 'strucked' to a few girls over the past years yet whenever i think there is a possibility, i end up chickening out bcos i feel i cant commit. Its like i can be attracted to a girl one week, and the next week i'll think the best we can be is good frens..Maybe its bcos ive failed once, and it completely blew my confidence off.. I feel nah, its not possible for her to like me despite 'feeling' there are signals. Or most of the time i juz compare how i feel towards this girl and how i did feel towards 'the failed one' and i realise that i dont like this girl as much as i did like the other girl...But its unfair for me to put it that way bcos i cant fall deeper if i don open up. But i dont have that confidence to open up, its like scared of falling in love. Man, i feel like a girl rite now... -__-" I see ppl all around me coughing up the courage to go after their 'interest' and im stuck like aiya don bother la...Some are telling me their relationship problems, some are telling me their courting plans and some are literally taking action right in front of my eyes. I envy them, as i have not found this one person to really interest me. Who noes? she could be in front of me but im scared to take action she could have come and gone and she could be in the future..getting this weird feeling sux....
But the one thing that got me feeling like this almost everyday is that freaking show one tree hill...I noe la, drama sure the couple get together dat time damn touching wan ma. Like how lucas finally realised that he trully loves peyton and there she in the one he wants to have by her side when he has his dreams come true. And he figured dat out in front of recently split with brooke. Or how nathan loves haley so much he is willing to give up basketball for her to support her and the baby. These shows are i tell u, shows how love is so strong but also shows dat i suck at finding love...GG....Another show is What About Brian i recommend u all to watch it bcos its a nice show bout discovering love but yet i dun recommend it bcos the STUPID TV NETWORK has taken the show off after the 2nd season and the ending isnt very 'feel good'...
The people i miss in msia....(except the front left wan cos shes here :P)
This wan special treament for edward cos oso havent seen him in a long time...
(in white jacket, yes the one in white ar, NOT NOT NOT the one standing nxt to the white.. :P)
Ng Li Hsien!!! (in UK)
My childhood brilliant frens (oso in UK)(the twins at both sides)
You know its amazing but i never did realise until about a month ago that i DONT have a picture of my parents here with me, not even in my laptop, wallet or photoframe...zzz they dont noe dat, but lets keep it dat way :P
Nevertheless, time to focus on my law...and i havent eaten lunch so im hungry...ciaoz
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I just realized this post never mentioned about me le..1st pic is ppl i miss..im not in there..2nd pic im in there, but its a special for ed..DIU!!! like this la...LOL
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